Tuesday, March 2, 2010


I am so distracted by the world. I spent some time with God tonight and felt that he spoke to me. This world is not my home. It's something like the Matrix. What I see in front of me will fade. My future dwelling is with God. It's time I spent more time with God, who is on the more "real" side of things, his Kingdom, unseen in a way, but coming and allowed to break through in some ways. I pray for his healing at the same time knowing that I really don't even deserve anything. Grace has blown me away. I am even called his son. I long to know Him better. Forgive me God that I have been so distracted by life that I could not see the forest through the trees. Let the me return to this birds eye view again and again.